I see myself in an unknown world

2007-09-20T02:14:00.000+08:00

changing to livejournal soon! byee memories!

2007-09-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MISS LIM!

& sian, I am 19th for six months already.

2007-08-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

I lost $5 unknowingly yesterday night in DXO and the Coach tag on my wristlet.

Well done.

But I am still proud of Caroline the pretty even though she didnt wear the pageant for the arts bash. Well, the winners are way disappointing than the Mr & Mrs Arts last year. Even Alex also agreed Mr ARTS (yeah man) is charming. Can they just stay as the Mr & Mrs Arts forever?

I felt really down after typing this entry. Maybe it suddenly dawned on me that I havent had a good time this past one month, apart from the new friends made. SIGHS =( I know happiness is how one perceived it to be. On the other hand, how can I be happy when the great one above likes to make fun of my already pathetic life.

2007-08-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

so many activities happened in merely a week.

working in Gwen Stefani concert, clubbing, supper and more supper, hall games, lectures, night activities, meeting up with Su, balloting for tutorials..

yeah, hall life is really happening with no lack of activities the whole day but i'm worn out at the end of every day. SIGNS of getting old. Somehow, I can foresee next week will be worst with the Formal Dinner and Inter-Block-Games coming up. totally insane.

and i decided not to care anymore

ps: su, send me the photos!

2007-08-12T12:26:00.000+08:00

SHEARES IS THE BEST HALL!!!

i'm sooo proud to be in this hall!
wearing the orange tee in the sea of orange.

although we expected ourselves to win for the Rag Day (our float really rocks the padang), but this is more of a confirmation to Sheares Hall and the hard work of the Raggers! they so deserve the winning for going through sleepless nights together to finish the fantastic float!!

yeah man!

2007-08-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

home sweet home

camp was tiring and all they can do are mostly water games or even more games involving shaving cream. I was expecting more from the camp. by the way, the seniors are soooooo nice and clickable.

I am not going to ton night anymore for mahjong if you have to survive 12hours the next day.

Got fever on the second day & lost my voice again (twice in a year). SP night at Sentosa was an unexpected surprise to me la because i didnt expect myself to get a senior as my SP. long story. count myself lucky if not i would have got that Ah Tiong :X

Beginning to adapt to the new phase of my life in the hostel even though i'm still scared to sleep without table lamp on. However, I am starting to love the hall and people in the hostel.

Su will be coming back Singapore soon and will be visiting me in the hall! YAY! Intro girls to you la, that's what someone is looking forward to (not me)

2007-08-04T02:15:00.000+08:00

i miss talking to you.

orientation was like hectic. we didnt have enough sleep everyday and tomorrow we're going to play in mud/dirt/shit whatever. well done! arghhh. Isa and I only slept for 3 hours on the first night in the hostel because of the planning for timetable for bidding. =(

it's 2:17am and I hope that damn prank caller stops calling me early in the morning! jerk.

2007-07-31T22:54:00.000+08:00

how I wish I could be luckier!

2007-07-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

The Simpsons is damn freaking funny can? I was still laughin at boyfriend for being childish wanting to watch Simpsons in the cinema..oh well, I am the true blue childish one actually.

By the way, the show is soooo entertaining and yup, not surprising for Homer Simpson to be full of nonsense. No lack of laughters throughout the show! =)

The Spider Pig. to think they actually compose a song for the pig. C=

Had our long awaited pasta at the Pasta Cafe and meatballs at Ikea. We really think the pasta are great! Big serving too ;) Ikea sale is worth going although i still came home empty-handed.

Registration tomorrow and collecting hostel keys! arghhhh so many things to bring and Mum and I will look like we are going fishing tomorrow with those barangs. not kidding.

2007-07-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

Simpang Bedok with Nancy!

cheese & mushroom prata & mee goreng!! :D

Tehhhh Cino! I kinda miss teh cino ever since leaving TJ. This Teh Cino is really good though!

WE moved two seats away to avoid some inconsiderate people smoking beside us time and time again and ended up under one beautiful tree. so romantic. eeek, i will definitely die earlier than them.

The weather is soooo bad nowadays! argh, either rained when I was about to step out of the house or it's so humid! Which explains why I was so giddy after the meal. Grouchy =( By the way, it shouldn't be raining every day during this period of the year what!!?

I hope we will grow stronger.

2007-07-27T03:05:00.000+08:00

TO-DO-LIST

♥ Get all the stuffs for hostel. haven't prepare much and mum has been getting them for me from supermarkets, while i zzzz all these while :D so ya, hangers -mini paperbin - detergent - clothes - snacks..why so many things!? =(

♥ Spend quality time with family before I move off to the West.

♥ Pasta this weekend with the love one! yay and more good food search! =)

♥ Finish reading TWM.

♥ Catch up with my Hongkong show! Forensic Heroes. can't believe i'm watching the hk series in cantonese.. In months to come, i hope my cantonese will improve heaps!

♥ Trim the fugly hair. & highlights.

♥ Drop by Haji Lane!

♥ Night Safari :D

♥ Ikea! Sale leh?! I miss the Meatballs & chicken wings.

♥ It's 3.05am now and i can't sleep, thus most importantly sleep early.

2007-07-22T20:26:00.000+08:00

omggg i'm going to die next month!
:(

i'm more of disappointed. sigh. why ruin the perfect image? the thing is I don't even feel like sharing with anyone else. Those kind of upset gush of feelings which you just dont wanna let anyone knows. :'/ bloodyshittttt la.

2007-07-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

Beautiful ending to the work. I really quite dislike the work. Because I am lousy. hahhaa. okok, I am not good in convincing people to buy that stupid belt of theirs! nevertheless, the people are quite nice though our gaps are very big. Most of them are preparing their marriage when they are 23-years-old now. And sales people tend to smoke..due to the stress of not meeting the sale quota. poor thing =( no wonder they always see me so carefree & told me part-timers are having such good life :P

Yesterday, this little girl ran towards me and look up at me giving me that gleeful smile. I guessed she like the uzap but more of me. HEHE. and she kept waving to me when she went down the escalator. Cannot take it can? SOOO ADORABLE!

Feeling sick already, probably due to yesterday's heavy rain on the way to Clementi Interchange from the MRT station! Feel like cursing that woman who closed her umbrella and totally splashed all the water onto me. thanks a lot for making me EVEN MORE drenched before the english proficiency test!!!! talking bout the test, we were like late for 15 minutes and I never arrive late for any exams before. It was a good experience.

i realised i stuffed myself with lots of peanut butter when i am down. =( good night.

2007-07-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

@#*(!&*#^%!@

GOING TO COMPASSPOINT TOMORROW TO WORK IS NOT FUN AT ALL.
sorry but it's soooo inaccessible for me lo. nvm, just one week =) lets hope the sales will be good there but i really doubt so. :(

PLAN: QUIT ON NEXT TUES! :D

harry potter is disappointing!

2007-07-16T00:43:00.000+08:00

things i need to do SOON:

quit the job. wrong, is think of ways to tell my supervisor that i'm leaving. sian.
trim the hair and probably highlight with isa again heh :D
gooooooo tan. eh girls, nua soon after i quit k!
meet up with meilin they all!
eat more good food. have been eating too little since Osim job started.
I want bedok 85! HOR JIAN, BAR CHOR MEEEE blablabl!
prepare to move into hostel already, which means getting a new set of bedsheets, getting flask, buying more clothes & bags, and...nth else actually.
finish reading Tuesdays with Morrie.
prepre for my new phase of life which will be starting in 2 weeks time!!

alright, i don't think the second poinT onwards will be feasible unless the first point is ticked!

it's such a mix feelings, you wanna enjoy yet wanna earn some cash. you wanna enjoy schooling life but dislike the exams. you wanna turn into an adult quickly when you were just 10 years old so that you can have the freedom but now I wanna go back to the past. Yet after all these, you realise you can't turn back anymore.

time for bed - no work tomorrow! whoosh! harryypottery!

2007-07-15T01:39:00.000+08:00

I think i'm gonna tender the resignation on 27July due to one of my customers who will be collecting her Uzap on that day. ayeeee :/

i think i can drink leh. HAHAH

i'm quite sick of these.

2007-07-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

I DON'T LIKE SALES JOB.

I realised i don't like many jobs so i guess being a full-time Tai-tai suits me more. MUAHAHHA.

by the way, I was weighing myself on one of the products which measures my body mass, body fats % and amount of water in the body. talking bout it, totally forgot what's that machine called, since it's an Osim product it should be i smt la. that shows what a good sales person I am which lead to my LOUSY SALES. :(((

back to the topic, my body fats level is frigging low. That explains why I gets freezing cold in air-con room so easily. I'm going into another plan now to increase the fats intake in my diet now. eat more MEAT?!! Not to fatten up myself but because I don't wanna be the first person to die in air-con room!
The water percentage in my body is also shockingly high! Seems like my body is in a badddd condition!

and i had a feeling my colleagues thought that I'm a quiet person. joke laaaaa. That's because they converse in Hokkien at times which I know nuts about them. =(

In conclusion, if any of your parents/relatives wanna get an OSIM product, TELL ME OK!! wahhahahahaha.

ps: i am having serious insomia nowadays and this has never happen before. i guess cher, isa and I can become some watchwomen for the hostel! insomia sucks!

2007-06-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

if someone isnt very much interested to talk to you, it just shows one thing right. yup.

2007-06-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

life has been rather good with occasional outings and catching up on movies i missed on crunchyroll. such carefree life has been missing for quite a while.

but I had been rather down on my luck recently probably because i didnt keep my lucky four leaf clover (meilin sweet gave :D) with me these few days.

yaya, i agree i'm rather superstitious but what to do? i have nothing to blame on my suayness so I should just blaMe on the lucky charm. HEHHE.

Bought the Fujitsu Lifebook lappie and I am soooo thrilled because i love fujitsu! i love my parents muchmuchmuch too.

whhhy did i say I'm rather unlucky these few days?

sigh, my heels break down ON ME in the middle of the street. It appears so often in dramas where i would laugh off would it really happen! and yes unfortunately it happened on me & i did intend to break the other side of the heels but it was so stable that I could not pull out. the rest of the story i shall not mention.

EMBARRASSINGG!

moreover, no one wannna hire us as part-timers :(
but that doesnt stop me from shopping tomorrow the last time to chiong the last 5% GST.

2007-06-21T12:43:00.000+08:00

Added Photos (;

[gosh, they look like they are holding hands]

our UNGLAM poses. Don't remind us and thanks to laoda who waited for the waves to arrive then he took such a great pic.

MAHJONG TIME ! NIGHT ACTIVITY =D

can see cher was extremely proud of her achievement and the contradicting faces on the other two Men. (weikai can't show unhappy face by the way)

GOOO-KART

Pool Bar!

Seafood Dinner at Nirawa Resort (Kelong).

Breakfast LOOT!

BEACH VOLLEY

BANANANANNAA BOAT

army boys.

LASER QUEST

First & Second :DDDD

notice why there is no picture of Laoda driving the golf baggy? Because everyone was toooo busy holding tightly to the handles due to the presence of a dangerous driver. heak.

bye bintan.

2007-06-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeeee! back from Bintan!

had lots of fun together! (:
hope we can travel together elsewhere again!

and i'm voiceless and shagged now.

good nights!

2007-06-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

oh btw, i am really thankful to my parents because they trust me and allow me to go overseas without them finally. It was a great feeling to feel trusted by someone. Maybe they realised I have grown up. (not too late to realise :P)
moreover, ma even offered to give me cash for the trip which I declined. I felt good today!

on the other hand, read this on this book:

How Can A Woman Tell If a Man's Really in Love & Thinking About Forever?

"He'll go out of his way. With a woman he's crazy about, he'll put in all the overtime in the world. He'll be doing things for you, he'll be considerate, he'll want to please you, he'll try to cheer you up if you are down, and he will enjoy every moment because you are the person he values most. When everything else in the world comes before you and you start hearing 'my second cousin's brother's father-in-law needs me to watch the kids, so I can't see you all weekends, then it is NOT bout love. When he truly cares, you won't get on-again, off-again intermittent contact."

SO SWEEEET! and where on earth such perfect guy exists.

edit.
AND YES! Mummy bought a lappie for me. Like wow! That was so sudden & I still must ponder whether I should get one for myself instead since she also wanna use the lappie.

2007-06-15T11:58:00.000+08:00

AND YES! WE ARE REALLY GOING BINTAN. It was such a split second decision and then there we were paying for the trip at the travel agency. The plan is finally feasible! WHOOSH! I like it. I hope I don't come back red. Yes. I want brown in colour, NOT red.

WANLING, NEXT TIME OK!! :(

I am not going to be EMO momo anymore.
if others treat you like dirt, then treat yourself even better.

2007-06-15T00:43:00.000+08:00

and so you ask yourself have you been aware of my existence.
proud of me?
which i don't think so.

GOING BINTAN makes me much happier.. :)
even though i had a bad day.
& uncared .

2007-06-11T18:20:00.000+08:00

courtesy of su's photographic skills

don't ya think tulips are SOOOO PRETTY!!

only girls can go gaga over such beauty

;

the met up with kelly was great.
but she'll be going smu while i'll be going nus so the meet up will be more difficult in future. sigh.

i'm so disappointed. utmost disappointment. it really hurts like a metre deep cut.

p.s: thanks suuuuu for your help <3

2007-06-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

gonna be a busybusssssy day tomorrow.

but i quite enjoy to be with them,
so all the fatigue doesn't matter at all!

Turn in & forget everything that is pricking your heart, clara!

2007-06-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

he is mine, he is mine!
I LOVE ROSY CHEEKS, MY BABY! :D

my firstday at work is dramatic. sian. felt like quitting so much. long story. anyway my colleague thought i was called "Clarice" and keep calling me that while me, being in an unhappy mood from the start didn't bother to correct her. so she can just keep calling me Clarice till the day i leave the place.
HAHA

babybaby, makes me feel like being a mother now!

i really feel like screaming out loud because my mood has reached the bottom pit.. i need mood management, i need a hug :(

_{i just wanna know the truth and i know the truth is}_{what i know on my side}_{. Why claim you didnt lie when in actual fact you DID? I hate liars. I don't know how to believe you again.}

2007-06-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

someone called and mentioned he got a job for me :(

I DON'T WANT TO WORK! :(

I need a sugar daddy.

MY BABY BOY :D
just kidding, my baby nephew finally arrived!

2007-06-06T00:28:00.000+08:00

Finally collected the School Graduation Certificate plus the A'level Cert. Duh. I especially like the cover the Ministry of Education gave us.

We headed to East Coast Park to cycle, with a ride from Meilin's Mum's Friend. HAHA. You know i really wanna exercise? but the uncle insisted in treating us lunch at the East Coast Lagoon. Heavy lunch indeed. I was trying to eat everything because he just ordered too much. So OUR plan was kinda ruined from the start. hahaaha but he's such a nice guy!

then we started to cycle till the far end of east coast which I have never went before. Anyway, I don't know why but whenever i cycle, something bad will happen!

I love today's weather! ♥♥

love this woman too la although she refused to take a decent photo "(

Auntie is gonnna give birth sooon!! I can't wait to see my nephew/cousin. Whatever it should be called because the relationship is very complicated. I like to be called auntie though =P
I hope I can visit her tomorrow that is if she gives birth tomorrow!

PRAY that everything is alright!!

(:

2007-06-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

⋆♥aHk3n♥⋆ says:
he can lie cheat and hurt the girl , but in the end the girl still like the bad guy
⋆♥aHk3n♥⋆ says:
NNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO , I dun understand
慧 maybe it's best you leave me alone. :
LOL. i dont understand toooooo

the reality is girls like bad guys, and bad guys like good girls and that's how the cycle works so that everyone can find someone to marry to. like real.

wheeee which is why I like the book Why do men love bitches? The corny things they mentioned and the hilarious quotes about the reality of this world with Men being (sad to say) the dominant ones. That's why they need Bitches (Women who know how to think) to control Men.

the world is really so small!

somehow you will realise your friend is your friend's friend and then everyone can go out together and all become friends.

I love this kind of connection!

i used to trust you with my 100%.

2007-06-02T01:20:00.000+08:00

Dinner at Astons with the favourites ~ MEILIN, SARAAAH, JIASHINNN.
so we walk around katong and try to find cosy places to chill.
And Fresco is another love!
Nice Brownies cum Ice-cream and such a peaceful place to play board games. though Settlers is just next door. And the owner is soo friendly, that is good enough.

and it was embarrassing today that Jiashin & Me ran frantically for bus 12 which doesn't even bring us back to our homes. alright, I was thinking that was okay. But after we alighted from that WRONG bus, I saw someone soooo familiar in the bus.

Oh my, WHY HIM!!!?
Double embarrassment. Don't let me see ___ again.

so we took a cab home instead. Such fools like us!!

I'm a happy girl though.

2007-05-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

since i'm a freebird now, I want to bake some cupcakes next few dayss :) beautiful up there!

But i realised I tend to bake them and leave them at the side after that. I always hear cooks mention they don't usually eat the food they cooked because they're either too worn out after cooking / got sick of the aroma while cooking.
heal the soul!

2007-05-30T23:34:00.001+08:00

My last day of work was really great. The whole week was filled with treats from colleagues. They are reallllllly nice people though there are some fair share of office politics. Well, I can understand humans' relationship is never a smooth one. If not why do quarrels exist?

IN SHORT, i was really touched today. the little things they did to a Temp Staff :)

I guess my luck in the workplace may end at this job. HA. I can't be that lucky forever to get nice employers eh.

Welcome me to the jobless sleepy world.

my day started so well, and work ended with a good note.

however, everything went downhill after that.

Is that what you can do to the person who you say you love(d)? I really doubt my definition for love. I know I was in the wrong in the first place to be late for a reason, but the things you did to me was the most hurtful thing. The head began to whirl especially after listening to the ipod playing - Forever Love. How great, such a great song at the wrong time.

I am sorry I couldn't tell you how hurtful I felt, because no words can describe the feelings inside like how most words are left unspoken.

Have a great night.

2007-05-27T17:56:00.000+08:00

i burnt myself while ______.
such a klutz and i hope i'm going to improve on that anyway.

did i mention that i am going on a hiatus.. girls are fickle alright.

I can't wait for 1st of June! I will be jobless and sleeping in till late afternoon.
ok i shall go heal my burnt wound.

Know what i loathed to do most currently?

check my bank statement online! yay!

the struggle between the curiosity to know the amount u had spent over the week and the painful stab in the heart to see the pathetic figure on the screen was not easy.
actually, i'm just exaggerating. I do enjoy checking the statement when the pay day comes! :DDD

I can't waitwaitwait for my top to be delivered to my doorsteps soon :)

hugss to wanling! bon voyage & love you! <3

2007-05-24T21:58:00.001+08:00

sigh.

i know i'm not perfect girlfriend.

all the deleted posts show how much I hate the truth.

I am not going to blog for the time being.

till then. bye.

2007-05-20T20:18:00.000+08:00

Reminders to cure my screwed-up body.

Like no more drinking.. but. baileys with milk is realllyyyy nice!! :(

back to the health issue, it was so screwed that I can even get gastric after one pretty good dinner at Astons with good company. Who gets gastric even after they ate hell lots? Which leads to the next issue that I'm actually quite afraid of the Medical Checkup I'm gonna take before entering uni. Ludicrous. What if I have some serious gastric problem? ahhh..Time to eat healthily.

Had my course's open house at NUS yesterday and it was rather informative for Mum and I. She rarely cares 'bout what I was studying in the past 19 years of education I had. I don't remember her stepping into TJ before. But this time, she actually mentioned going down to the Far West to take a look at e Campus and know more bout the course I'm gonna take. :))

CNM! YAY!

surprise from Mr Ho. Got so hooked onto this book! :D

"It is better to be disliked for being who you are
than to be loved for who you are not"

how true can the content be?

2007-05-19T00:32:00.001+08:00

spinnnnninnnngg. where's my goal in life?

damn empty. i loathe gastric ;(
i really miss schooling. probably won't rant anymore after getting my feet back onto the school ground after thinking back the stressless yet mundate life i had during this period. work stinks.

if he can't be
what you need.

Happy 19th MEILIN ♥♥

2007-05-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

Do you practice what you preach? - says:
........
Do you practice what you preach? - says:
u are so inconsistent
Do you practice what you preach? - says:
i cnt flow w ur thots

I must agree with u babeeyy! I agree not many can understand my jumbled-up thoughts. HAHA

2007-05-14T13:22:00.000+08:00

i am really so worried. pray that you are alright.

pleasepleaseplease.

dont let him get into detention barrack

2007-05-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my dearest lady in the whole wide world!

♥ MARKS AND SPENCER's

...dark chocolate digestive biscuits =)

2007-05-12T12:56:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i think i have some serious communication problem with Mum.

save save save.

please i don't work to save all my money. then where's my joy!! i understand saving is important. but wasn't i saving most of my pay too? and then she goes they ain't enough. please, when is money enough?

i totally understand parents' stand. but i'm not a married woman. i don't have the huge responsibility of providing the kids' education etc.

can't she understand i spent to make myself happy after those hardwork i put during work? the money stored in the bank doesn't makes me happy (that is when crisis doesn't happen)

ahhhh. fortunately i didn't quarrel with her. Hurhur cuz it's Mothers' Day tomorrow and i don't wanna make the situation so ugly. concern, i know you are.

2007-05-12T00:06:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhh. i really need some self-control. The impulse of spending excessively after one week of abstaining from shopping was sinful. sinfulsinfulsinful! but i like.

the skinny is gone :(
the hair keeps dropping & i think i'm balding soon.
no more dyeing of hair. (i will not keep to this)
somewhere hurts
I'm suddenly into adults' interest books! shall borrow from the national lib soon :P
how much do i mean to u.

So, then it's all because of you
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

2007-05-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

i don't feel good being stucked in the middle at all :( This feeling stinks but I know i deserve everything that may befall me.

I think I'm gonna accept NUS soon. i can't deny i'm thrilled to enter the new chapter of life in university soon, although i still think Mum is more excited than me. expected of her.

ahhhhh, my job is gonna end soon! It's quite a prick to find jobs all over again but well, I'm gonna find part-time this time. not kidding ok.. i wanna try some.......

THE next-to-door-ice cream-scooper-WOMAN! cool, i like. free samples of ice-cream. eat whatever i want anytime anywhere any. moment. but that is if it's gelato or BNJ! =))
okok, i'm night-dreaming because from all the sources I had, most of my friends are working as ice-cream scoopers can. so what's left for me? NTUC ice-cream promoter maybe.

that aside, with the meagre earnings i make in the future comparing to what i earn currently.. then i can't dine in the restaurants i wanna try in a lifetime or maybe..can't even travel around Singapore because the transport fee is so high! grrr.

ahh it's ok i'm gonna be a happy happy girl.

boyf will be in the jungle tomorrow morning. Hope that the jungle's dirty things can take a rest and don't anyhow possess people.

i miss schooling life.

2007-05-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

it's never the same anymore. I really abhor myself for being so fickle selfish unfeeling unappreciative hurtful self-centred piece of junk.

start by doing the hardest thing, forgive yourself

spidey was good. and to keep things going in my life, it's going back to the office work again baby! :(

2007-04-29T23:07:00.001+08:00

oh by the way, 200 POUNDS BEAUTY is excellent!

2007-04-29T17:38:00.002+08:00

WE ARE GOING TO THE ZOO ZOO ZOO! WHAT 'BOUT YOU YOU YOU! (:

2007-04-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

ROSES FOR RARA! :DD

BIG FAT HOPE.

someone gave them to my mama dearest laaaa. dad must be careful already and stop worrying for the BIG daughter because his daughter is not as attractive as his Wife please. (:

2007-04-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

That's because we have only one life so it is whether we lose the chance or just go ahead and try it. It is like a bet.

GRRRAHHHHH.

ON FRI:

MET UP THE GIRLFRIENDS.
we talked and talked a lot at Out-of-the-Pan. Nice crepes there by the way. =) and then, as usual those embarrassing moments when we take pictures like some china guy walking past and turning back (!!?) to request to help us take a shot. Helpful people nowadays (:

(it is supposed to be some act-cool photos but please tell me what is cher and qiao doing!?) actually..it is not very cool after all.

wheee.

so dear miss cher tan, when are you going to upload the average of 3 out of the 10 nice pictures we took?

don't be too nice to me, i will get soft-hearted.

2007-04-17T23:42:00.001+08:00

because after so much and so much that happened, i have finally made my decision. whee (:

2007-04-16T22:11:00.002+08:00

i swear my brother is the most nonsensical person.

while he was in the camp (serving the nation, not) doing his duty and using his lappie (!!!??), i saw his status as online in msn and decided to message him & send my regards..

me: HOI mum asked what are you doing now!!!
dumbo: waiting for earthquake
me: k tell her later
dumbo: ok!

yep, that is how the relationship between us is like.

2007-04-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

i ♥ them (:

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空

i seriously can't get sick of the song :D

2007-04-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

work was full of politics. this time i get to witness and i couldn't voice out anything after so much commotion around me. (after all i'm just a small fry in that company)
But seriously, work has gave me a better view of the working environment. How people suck up to their superiors, how people tend to be nice to you on the surface but speaks so badly of the person when he's gone, how people tried to take advantage of the company's benefits for the employees and claim big sum of money for their own good. Sometimes i do wonder whether I'll become like them but i hope I won't. I just need a simple life. I don't want to occupy myself sucking up to people, it can be exhausting at times. Oh wells, at least I don't regret having to work these few months after much thoughts. It was a valuable experience not be to missed.

besides all these, weekends have finally arrive. gonna go hit the park(eastcoastpark). Anyway, even though i felt so bad on Friday the Thirteen, cher's latest blog entry really made me laugh. Shall we ALL meet up for some girls talks!! i need it. =(

i felt utterly horrid that my heart felt so heavy. my mind was in a mess that i couldn't figure out my directions that i felt like hitting someone so badly.
sounds like i'm a violent girl but i did hit something though.
i'm sorry.

2007-04-11T21:21:00.000+08:00

I'm getting all so confused because of the new party.

You said the decision is up to me now. I detest to make the decision.

Oh it's great to get a brand new LCD screen & CPU for myself at work. But having my supervisor to sit 30 cm away from me and have a clear view of what i'm doing makes things ain't that great after all.

no matter what, i am going to hang on till the weekends! and for 26th to arrive ♥

2007-04-08T21:34:00.000+08:00

Sex With the Captain is happiness =))

I NEED SOME FORGET-ALL-THE-TROUBLES PILLS!
Take a rest, keep your mind off the mess.

2007-04-08T00:53:00.000+08:00

i don't know how do you feel. I thought i have thought through a lot. But now another person was added into this picture which made things so different. Probably because of this person which made you said all these. If not I don't even think we would talk over this issue, right? You don't know what you want, and neither do I.

i hope you read this before you go in, take lots of care okay!

2007-04-06T21:08:00.000+08:00

to sum up my day.

VERY GUILTY
sunburnt
felt loved.
pray hard brother doesn't get angry with me. (though i know for a happy-go-lucky person like him to be angry with me is quite impossible)
unhappy because i didn't get to dine with them tonight.
can't wait for sat & sun. argh but sun spells work starts on mon again.

why do people like to ask these kind of questions. You all want a yes but yet how am i to say it.

too often we don't realise what we have until it is gone;
too often we wait too late to say
"I'm sorry-i was wrong."
sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts;
and we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart.
Far too many times we let unimportant things to into our minds;
and its usually too late to see what make us blind.
Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got,
and be thankful for the little things in life that means alot.
-Anonymous

it ends tonight.

2007-04-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling that emptiness :( ! high five to cher and isa lar, totally influencing me ha.

probably working adults do feel this way everyday. they came home facing walls or tv which shows even more office politics and then you'll head to bed when the clock strikes 11. frankly speaking, i'm detesting my life now. I thought i could enjoy all i want after A's. Nope, we thought we could. But we just can't make ourselves feel better idling and not do something productive and sooooo...we work.

If mum isn't so protective. If they could give me more freedom. I wouldn't be doing what i'm doing right now at all. I would be travelling around with my friends and eat eat eat and try different jobs. I don't care how much money i can spend all away. Seriously, does it matter?

ayeeeeeeeee, give me all the time in the world. Alright, i'm just rattling away all these nonsense because of one very reason..

I'M VERY EXHAUSTED!

nights.

oh did i mention work is taking all my smiles away =(

2007-04-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

don't try to do something when it is too late.

ahhh, i hate to be sick! fortunately, all the virus were killed promptly. YAY. so i missed the pulauubin cycling trip ;(

disappointed I can be,
and i'm never in your picture.
you make me turn away.

2007-03-31T01:05:00.000+08:00

the big difference between us, which kept me thinking.

UBIN CYCLYING TRIP TOMORROW ((:

2007-03-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

wah, my body finally gave in and contracted the dreaded fever and flu. this feeling stinks :(
it is probably due to the staying up late at nights for past few days due to the NATAS fair and wadsoever.

anyway, to summarise the work at NATAS FAIR : GREAT KICK!
missed all the laughters I had there and got to know a few new friends. yay (: Like what Wanling said, it is also a great experience to befriend people from all walks of life.

Anyways, one thing that is so unforgettable to me is that even though you may have low education, but it doesn't proves that you are a junk. Education is just a stepping stone but to some they even have higher integrity and conscience than any Grads.

anyway, my new colleagues are nice to me though i'm the ONLY temp there :( depressing, imagine working with all adults > 23 yrs old.

NO WORK TOMORROW! =)

you see, because no fate. ♥♥

2007-03-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

Ra's not really keen in starting work all over again all the way till june. I won't have time to go out with friends anytime we want but the past late-at-night =( Apart from that, it's really time to earn more cash and save up and whatsoever. (:

so the Natas Fair in Suntec from Friday to Sunday will start off the race. YAY. Pray hard it won't be crowded and hot(!!) but I doubt my wish will come true since the IT fair was disastrous last week. argh.

Sometimes, the feelings that i experienced ain't all that simple. Loneliness isn't the answer. I know i have those few there I can lean on. You just have that prick in the heart. Read the MindyourBody and one article mentions 'happy life seems to require a great deal of mental effort'. Don't ya think it's so true especially happiness is how you perceive it to be. It is how you look at the outlook of life. How true.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end ♥

2007-03-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

Times like this is all I need.

Love spending time like I did.

Gym, Spa, attempts to swim but failed due to the queer weather these days :(

finally got the stable job accompanied with some random part-time jobs. (: The job is really worth waiting for after going jobless for 20 days. Accounts Assistant. I hope I can learn lots from this job which can help me in my studies in U. Well, the attractive pay is what I am pleased with too.

ROAD SHOW!!

I know I will be right this time.
it just built up inside and i really wonder what's the outcome. lets just forget everything and pretend. pretense is the worst kind of situation in the whole wide world, i must say. hatred is up next.

2007-03-17T16:57:00.000+08:00

i like korean more and more (: my korean tuition kid is pretty intelligent and cute. moreover, her mum is so friendly to me. never felt so happy to work before eh.

anyway, i thought the outing with Laoda and Alex was damn dumb. We had some tailing mission100 at the end of the day which I started. Of course we were tailing Someone whom we all know. and someone doesn't want to reveal his/her secret affair. but truthful to say, I was quited excited.

wonder why Laoda was afraid to get caught (i thought they were having secret affair, not us?) when in actual fact he can carry Someone and swing Someone off to mainland. =P

ps: donut factory's donuts rock upside down!=)

2007-03-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

as i can see cher has been very low for being labelled as matured >25 year old lady, i shall suggest one brilliant idea dear girl! :)

look.

CUT OFF UR CURLS NOW !!! :)))

2007-03-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

yay! (:

i'm happyhappy me.

the joy of getting such gooodie part-time job. the joy of having to swim tomorrow. the excitement of having to meet the tp gang before their army. (:

2007-03-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

feel like smacking myself for shopping so much and yet remains jobless. to make things worst, i spent more today. =(

the night is young but clara is dead-beat to continue thinking 'bout all these. i know i may disappoint some of you.
but i think i have given up.

2007-03-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

i ♥ my auntie manymanymany!!

=)

2007-03-05T19:01:00.000+08:00

I HOPE THAT YOU'RE ALRIGHT!

can't wait to meet meilin, sw, js & saRAh!

*all smiles

ahhhhh, i think i'm damn foolish to reject the bank jobs and some other random jobs coming into my way now. i'd enough of bank jobs leh =(

finally nineteeth (:

2007-03-04T15:40:00.000+08:00

One of the best days in my life

12am

1am

till dawn

EARLY IN THE MORNING, 11am!!!

ACT EXCITED, EMO, VERY EMO!

IT'S-NICE-TO-BE-SHORT, MR MEN-IN-BLACK, MR hmph BIG MUSCLES

as isa was taking photos of us emo-ing before the release of results, i shall thank her by putting her emo face there too :P

ex colleagues_

favs =)

and the celebration with the family with the champagne cake <3

thanks so much people, i felt so blessed =)

last day in HSBC was what i thought will be a normal day. however, the colleagues were so sweet to me. the birthday cake, the birthday cards and the gifts. I felt guilty to leave them. The colleague who can tolerate my nonsense and how we laugh together and worried for the doom-day.

and getting back your most impt results on the bday is really a rare opportunity. haa, never had i cried so badly and countless times on my birthday before. I guess I'm going to be a crybaby for the rest of this yr til the next bday lar! =P

even though it wasn't the perfect grades, but i'm contented with them. it's very normal if you said, "I could have done better!!". but everything is over, no point turning back and regret which is not what I like to do. It just makes you more upset few more days of your life. I'm glad God has been kind to me and just pray hard that I can get into the course which i'd been eyeing! =))

thanks for the bday wishes, surprises, gifts & cakes (:

LOTS OF LOVES ♥

3rdMarch ___ HAPPY BELATED 20th BIRTHDAY to my DEAREST SUSU =)

2007-02-27T20:41:00.000+08:00

life's being great so far. But i didn't get to eat Mum's home-cooked food for a long time. rather guilty and so today i felt rather blessed to dine at home with a cup of fresh orange juice mum prepared =))

pubbing, house visitings, catching-up, blackjack+in-between, late night cabs home (can't believe most of my salary all fly to Comfortdelgro), shopping, movies, jap food. =)

i shall not talk about my sad days because working in a bank is equilvalent to being lifeless. so my sad days are almost everyday isn't it? banking life is just so boring =/ and i'm proud to say this banking life shall cease in two days time! YAY.

suddenly felt that there's nothing to blog 'bout anymore,
lets wait till my happy day to come so that i can pen it down. WAIT.

2007-02-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

please don't give me these & leave me in a dilemma.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUEN XIAN!! (LAODA)

ps: i can't stand myself calling him yuen xian. =x

2007-02-16T21:58:00.001+08:00

I understood how someone actually felt that time back.

put yourself in someone else's shoes.

it's such an irony.

-

Just read all the past emails from my inbox with the intention of clearing it but ended up reminiscing the past sweet memories :) you know, everyone has their part of unforgettable memories and I'm glad technology helps me to recall because I have serious STM. haaah.

i'm facing the dilemma of whether i should stay in this job or search for one with a higher pay out there. I enjoyed much laughters with the new friends I made. but. Some people does piss me off. I should say ONE person does piss me off.

ok I don't think I should bother about that first because..

ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE TOMORROW =))

2007-02-13T21:30:00.000+08:00

I have a very very very strong feeling that the results will be coming out on 2nd March.

hooray =\

2007-02-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

Things which made my day:

Mummy is giving me a supplementary UOB LADY'S card! (: oh man, first supp card, so just let me smile for next 24hours!
Had a great dinnerrr.
Got my weekly pay which has unexpectedly nice digits over there.
the JAP version of Meteor Garden is really fabulous!! (: goooo catch it on cabletv!
SU CALLED FROM US =) get well soon alright?

let my happiness last. =))

2007-02-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

it had been a whirlwind of events. It all happened like a dream.

in a blink of an eye, next week will be Chinese New Year and few weeks later I will meet the doom which has been waiting patiently for me to collect it. I love chinese new year by the way. Good food cum wonderful interactions with loved ones. i like. But i loathe the things which will happen after that.

I don't want a sad birthday =(

CHINATOWN-ING tomorrow again with favs (:

and to (isa,cher,wan,qiao), wanna manicure+pedicure???? ((:

have you ever?

2007-02-03T01:07:00.000+08:00

highlighted hair.
turns out in an unexpected hairdo. the colour can change in a few hours like wah!
i hope i can do something back for mummy. shall think of what to do for her on sunday.

this lady in the office left the company and all the colleague in my department prepared a gift for her. She is said to be a nice lady and well-liked in the company even though she worked in a different department from us. And the sad thing is she was sacked because of a minor thing. It was really a unpleasant sight because she mentioned in her farewell speech that HSBC is a good company but afterall it was the people that matters. She cried because she was so touched.

and one of the things she said which i will remember for life is "don't bear grudges against one another, we should say what we want out and not fight against one another"

sigh, office politics out there.

2007-01-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

BABEL was a weird show. The jap girl acting in it was doing the most bizarre thing i have ever seen.

i think i did the stupidiest thing ever. I just wanna sleep and wake up forgetting everything i did, can i? :(

'cause the heart has turned cold

2007-01-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

i'm so sick of this. so sick of working over and over again like a routine.

i need some joy. I don't find it anywhere in my life now.

Where are you Mr Happiness?

the things i'm looking forward to are almost never gonna happen.

and i always thought days after A's will be happily ever after, like how anyone else thought so. But no, all of them are complaining the same thing too.

are humans so difficult to please :/

these thoughts are crap and clara is :((

2007-01-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

and CHERMAINE, don't be sad anymore!
I'm sure you are the first to .....xxxxx.

HAPPY DAY (:

2007-01-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

SO HAPPY.

had dinner with ex tp-sians. and we had lots of laughters and great talks. I'm really so estatic we can still talk like in the past. No barriers, no awkward feelings. And of course there are still embarrassing incidents added. :D

LOVE!

(:

2007-01-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

lately, I don't feel any happier at all. Not smiling genuinely nor bearing any good hopes for my future.

Alevel results? like where am i heading after this? Where I should I go after this job? or should i continue working here though i know there are greener pastures out there. And I thought about it whenever I have time for myself and what I saw was something so bleak. I start to get jittery about this future issues.

Is this some teenager's crisis?

work is sucking up my frens' time! I want to see them quickly :(

& i hope Alex can feel better too.

PS: Pan's Labyrinth is a senseless show :/

2007-01-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yoga was rather fun. Rather, because i really felt so giddy after the whole session.

but well, now i know which part of my body is not flexible enough :P but the instructor is nice lar!

i am so tired after work but yoga do helps me relax and how i can forget all the things on my mind after spending some time with my heart soul and mind. :D

and yay, i'm moving into new house 5 years later (lllloonnnng enough). Can't wait to decorate my own room because yours truly is old enough to tell my parents what i want unlike in the past when brother snatched away the supposedly my room!! (:

i miss the old me :(

2007-01-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

changed department after 3 days to some Credit Card dept. I'm glad i got to learn new things and not get bored (that) easily unlike in the previous dept.

had dinner with new colleagues at some restaurant in outram which is too expensive. oh well, it's a farewell dinner for my senior who I'm supposed to take over so i'm going for his sake :D I am so thankful to meet nice and helpful colleagues all along man who I can really click very well. Sometimes I wonder will i be that lucky to meet friendly colleagues in the near future.

Oh yah, had a funny conversation in the train back home.

some ah bengs were talking beside us about girls and how they can choose this girl instead of another.

my colleague who is the uncle in my dept turned to me and joked "eh. your era one. KIDDIES nowadays. haiz.."

then the ah bengs stopped their conversation and.......

Colleague 1 25-year-old uncle: eh how's tj like ah? cheena poks or mixed one?

Me: no lar, mixed lor cham ba lan. Not LIKE St Pats can =P (old man WAS from st pats!)

then all of us started to talk about all the JCs and these ah bengs started their conversation again...

Ah beng Z: WAH LAU! I regret going JC lar. Should have gone to poly.

Ah beng Y: YA lar. JC useless one man. Then what you gonna take in Poly?

AH beng Z: MAybe interior Designs lar. Sian..jc waste time only.

we stared at each other and tried to pretend we couldn't hear anything and tried our best not to burst out laughing even though they were right in front of us. The scene was really a joke because our faces were cramped up. Wahhaa. Man, must they changed their topic to match with ours? really hilarious.

had lots of great laughs during lunch time about laoda and jialing. had a good stomach exercise. BAHAHHA. finally found someone to go for the Hot Yoga trial with! YAY!

woohoo, going to suntan tomorrow (: Hope that the rain can just stop and dear sun please come out ok? meeting mj for FACTORY OUTLET shopping after thaT!

so full and tired. bye.

Well now a thousand days and thousand nights are not enough.
Cause I can't hold back the way I feel about my love.
Won't let it go, won't let it go.

And if the angels came, I'd fight them back to win your soul.
And when everything was said and done
They'd go back home.
And they oughta know, they oughta know.
That you're mine all mine

In my world,
You're the sun that shines and lights up the evening skies.
Clearing up the horizon, hold on.
Come with me and I will never let you down
Oh, and in this love we'll drown, this I promise you.
Cause they can't hold us down.

a thousand days (:

2007-01-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

I can't stand being with mean people, period.

oh well, most of my guy friends are enlisting into army soon. Swee Kheng entered like last december. that poor ~~boy~~MAN.

i thought you could find your happiness

2007-01-06T02:03:00.000+08:00

a tug at the heartstrings.

2007-01-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

i thought back what i said yesterday secretly to myself how i wish i have parents who can give more freeedom and is willing to change that for some other things.

but after much thoughts, i realised i was damn foolish. I rather have parents who love me unconditionally like mummy and dad although they are unreasonable to a certain extent in some cases. but it's okay, i will grow up soon and i will be the one to control them when they are old already! (like no eating pig trotters, no prawns & no unhealthy food!! MUAHAHA, jk)
after all i still love them lot.

work was fine. just that i could not sleep in front of the computer because my supervisor is 3m away from me. colleagues were teaching me bad things like counting down for 6pm, packing up at 545pm, slacking when possible, chatting loudly infront of supervisor! haha. and i have many ex-tksians in the office too. double fun. gonna bring the ipod cable to work and blasttttt the music (as if i can) so that I won't have to date with computer anymore.

it's really good to hear your voice say my name

it sounds so sweet

coming from the lips of an angel

hearing those words it makes me weak

2007-01-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2007!

aww, 2007 started in a blink of an eye.

i know i'm outdated.

pardon me lar i started 2007 with a shock of my life because my handphone was swimming in a pool of water in my bag so I was rather worried the whole time. not a good way to start the year but i will always remember what Su said:"since it started badly, it will only get better right!"

I really hope that it will get better and better :)

and thanks to my dear friends whom I spent the first moment of 2007 with in front of a spectacular sight of fireworks. It was really beautiful. I don't know why but i just have this fetish for fireworks. It just made my day no matter how down am I. And thanks for consoling me about the hp if not i would have worried till i cry. However, everything turned out alright in the end.

and yeah! Ended my work in Takashimaya Customer Service Department on 2nd of Jan and it was really touching and sad. My colleagues were asking me to come back and visit them often and Supervisor was asking me to stay on by insisting that bank jobs are boring and i already have a KAKI here! :P wahaha. I met my first best cute manager who I can click so well, pretty supervisor who's so kind-hearted, pretty indonesian colleague who is so sweet, funny colleagues who laugh with me about those low IQ customers, colleague who joked around with me and liked to exclaim:"darling CLARA! why am i always seeing you eating when I come in ah!! PIG LAR" and all the blessings from them... Of course, i will miss seeing wanling everyday even though we have different shifts. Come over to HSBC can!!!

though i stay to my stand because I have already made the decision to leave this place. OF course it was because of the nature of the job. I will miss them dearly! :)

it was a pity i forgot to take photo with everyone. Btw, i know the uniform sucks, thank you.

Started my job in HSBC bank today. like wow so fast, I was so sleepy today while my supervisor taught me all the stuffs about housing loans, CPF, moneymoneymoney$$$. I swear nothing goes into the brain. LOL. so I was spending quality time with my trusty DELL computer today at the private desk of my own. It was really boring because there's no one to talk to me!! I can't stand not talking to anyone although my new colleagues came by to gossip and chat with me. however, they are sooooo FAR AWAY from my table =(

2006-12-31T00:08:00.000+08:00

they are one of the most treasured in my life.

candid (:

2006-12-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

had lots of laughs during work yesterday.

the bickers, the immatured guy, the irritating no.1 guy, the usual 'You are FIRED' which got backfired, the funny argues, my usual munching away in the office but ended up been called a pig and 'Clara very HUNGRY hor!!", the low IQ customers, the stupid letters (:

and...I got a bank job at long last! I have a bank gang over there. lol.

hi randel, chiki, laoda and zhiyong ! :D

will miss working in taka with my wonderful colleagues. Wanling, that lunch we had together was our first and our last too :( anyways, will be going back to work on weekends because my manager needs help. so this job became my supersuper part-time job.

ps: suuuu, stop arguing over this silly issues of whether we celebrated Xmas eve or NewYear eve can you uncle suuuu. I'll definitely win!!

2006-12-25T02:38:00.000+08:00

life's good.

yesterday was christmas party in Mrs Chua's house. Had a great time chatting with one another, Mrs Chua and her husband though i was half-asleep already. Quickly rushed home while they watched midnight movie cause there's work the next day :(

thanks to randel's big pretty shoes huh! -__- and it was a random pic with only wanling totally prepared :P

thanks to lyndon the photographer. and this picture is supposed to be chocolate's advertisement thanks to feifan the boliao.

thanks to me now.

Chua's condo is really pretty. The ambience is great and we felt like we were in Italy. I WANT THAT HOUSE!

colleagues were so concerned about me and even the colleague whom i'm afraid to talk to was so sweet to me too (: smiles all over.

christmas spent with family later. log cakes, pizzas and the gatherings (: afterwhich will be lunchie and shopping with my dearest girls. haven't met up altogether for the longest time. and will head to Takashimaya for christmas party for my department (YAY! heard there's lots of mouth-watering food from what they say.)

and then, life is back to normal and we will welcome 2007 with open hands (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
be blessed (:

2006-12-23T01:57:00.000+08:00

by the way, happy pictures in hongkong now then :)

it's jacky chan's handprints. didn't know his hands are so huge compared to mine. Come to think of it, I should have take one with ANDY LAU instead!

STEAMED MILK and BLACK SESAME in the middle!! Super-YUMMY!!

LAN KWAI FONG (where all the pubs are situated at) =) pretty cool place.

2006-12-23T01:24:00.000+08:00

I'm not gonna let the fatty ass bring me down.

i know i was foolish to break down just now. so i'm not gonna quit (at least not now) the job because i know i'm right and i will wait for the obese-ass to come and complain me. That will be the time I laugh out loud to find out what he can complain me for.

- for telling him he didn't spend $50 above in Takashimaya to get a FREE parking coupon (HE'S A FREAKING POOR ASS I KNOW to afford 50 bucks in taka.)

- for answering his question who should he complain for asking him to come all the way up to collect carpark coupon (so we SHOULD NOT answer customers' questions in future and a fat shit like him can't take it to travel by escalator so he need a wheelchair for good)

OH MAN. For such reasons to be accepted for complaints, i really can sue him because he's maligning me and I even have a stranger beside us who wanna vouch for me and that this faggot was very rude to me because he shouted 'SHIT YOU'.

I really can't wait for YOU to complain me, seriously. Be my guest.

i wanna see who will be the one embarrassed in the end.

2006-12-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

wow, i don't know why but i always get to meet disgusting singaporeans.

Their actions really irked me and i really wonder don't they feel ashamed of being so greedy and asking for more. the worst is they have the cheek to admit it that they can come back to get a freaking worth 2hours free parking ticket again if i don't notice. It's okay, she still shouted out loud that this is ridiculous(and my manager told me we are not ridiculous, is you are the greedy PIG)

such a asshole. You know, is soooooooo ashamed that you're wrong and you can still exclaimed for the entire world to know that you are a GREEDY pig. yeah, but that freak don't know what's dignity means. so she thought that i should be the one to be ashamed. yucks.

anyway, the touching story today. A foreigner lost her 3yearold child and cried so pitifully in front of our counters. I offered her a tissue and my colleague franctically called all the security guards to search for her son. so that boy was found who quickly ran towards his mum while weeping and both hugged each other, crying together. OH MAN. i teared when i saw that scene. sounds stupid so i quickly hide my face. It was realllllyy touching that the lady beside them also cried too!

and the Mother approached my colleague and i and thanked us sincerely. (:

that seriously made my day!
=)

i know i shouldn't waste your time, so i made the right decision.

2006-12-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

Boy, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah Can you feel it
Boy, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

love you so - Natalie

2006-12-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

Mummy's so sweet. She sent me a msg from malaysia which read...

"hi i got an expected gift for you for christmas. good night."

oh well, i don't expect any gift from anyone. but i really love my family so much. although they don't know what i'm going through because i liked to bottle up inside but they are there for me all these while and tolerating my bad temper at times. I guess it is only at bad times when you know family is so important. So i should change my mind about not getting married.

to CHER: ah nah not ah lian lar, look like rich taitai since is your mama choose the hair dye colour for you :) do hop by to visit us cuz the work is getting more boring now with stupid & unreasonable people every now and then to piss us off. =\

2006-12-18T00:35:00.000+08:00

YAY. Tomorrow(should be today since is 12.38am now) is another off day for me again. I wonder why I have so many off-days too.

Anyways, i'm in a foul mood the day before today. Some bloody taiwanese was like pissing me off. I seriously wanna slap him or eat him up at that point of time(just nice i'm hungry)! but i have to swallow all my unhappiness and pretend nothing happened and smile as usual. I wonder why must i become so unhappy just to earn that bucks. That is when i know mum and dad don't earn that cash they gave us easily :( feeling rather guilty at times.
conclusion: I hate taiwanese. They are hooligans, assholes and jerks. and of course except those idols I liked in taiwanese drama lar. :)

however, today was a rather happy day. one customer made me :))
the night passed so quickly and there was almost no customer around 8-10pm. Those people should just stay at home and sleep ok? =P haha just kidding i know i'm one of those people who loiter at those time.

and mama and papa are going malaysia tomorrow leaving me behind in sg!! hmm, though i'm not interested to go to malaysia.

2006-12-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

MEILIN IS SUCH A BIG JOKEY ((:

Lesson learnt: Never take photos from the bottom because you'll look fat. haha BLEAH.

yeah, we were supposed to find jobs. hmm, correction she was supposed to find jobs. But we went around finding FOOD! my goodness, this woman is crap man. She loves bread like to the maximum!!! so now, i'm being influenced by a little & kinda fall in love with bread (this sounds wrong!)
hahha. I LOVE THIS WOMAN!

taka doughnuts are YUMMY!

oh, mango sale was crazymadhead. I still managed to buy one skirt though. Others were kinda too big or too ugly. WHY!!

yawns, back to work life tomorrow.

2006-12-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

I think I mentioned before I get to know a few countries I have not hear before in this 18 years of my life due to this job! yeah that is when foreigners usually come to us for GST refunds when we are supposed to ask them for their nationality (:

then this country called Mauritius caught my attention. I do hear before the country but did not care much.

until i was searching on the tourism website on Mauritius which situated is in the Indian Ocean and all the photos really captivated me.
Mauritius is really.....

beautiful/

everything is so blueeeeeeeeey. beach, resorts, mountains, water, trees. that's the life I want!

and so i shall now declare this is the country I wanna go for my honeymoon. now i wanna get married instead already (: that is only if.......

2006-12-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

I'M SO TIRED.

saw one artiste from Mediacorp today in taka customer service. oh mans, she's so pretty! and of course the usually blur me won't see her but is my 'always-look-out-for-pretty-girls-colleague' alerted me quickly while I was typing ~~happily~~.

yeah that's her! she's really very pretty! too bad i'm not a guy if not i would have quickly take orders from her. :P

am gonna accompany meilin to search for jobs tomorrow because it's my off-day again! hope she get into Customer Service department like me! cuz two colleagues are going back school soon so there are more vacancies! yay!

2006-12-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

I can't stand people who think they are very smart. right.

I can't stand people who think they are very rich, and money is the greatest thing of all. RIGHT :/

these people really pissed me off. sorry, I lost all the patience when I already worked for 9 hours in a day.

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But still, there are many nice people like my colleagues who like to tell me stories about the previous part-timers and atrocious customers they meet! Really funny I must say like some old man who wanna pick a fight with a 16-year-old staff. Please, it's obvious who will win right. LOL.