Saturday, April 14, 2007
work was full of politics. this time i get to witness and i couldn't voice out anything after so much commotion around me. (after all i'm just a small fry in that company)
But seriously, work has gave me a better view of the working environment. How people suck up to their superiors, how people tend to be nice to you on the surface but speaks so badly of the person when he's gone, how people tried to take advantage of the company's benefits for the employees and claim big sum of money for their own good. Sometimes i do wonder whether I'll become like them but i hope I won't. I just need a simple life. I don't want to occupy myself sucking up to people, it can be exhausting at times. Oh wells, at least I don't regret having to work these few months after much thoughts. It was a valuable experience not be to missed.
besides all these, weekends have finally arrive. gonna go hit the park(eastcoastpark). Anyway, even though i felt so bad on Friday the Thirteen, cher's latest blog entry really made me laugh. Shall we ALL meet up for some girls talks!! i need it. =(
i felt utterly horrid that my heart felt so heavy. my mind was in a mess that i couldn't figure out my directions that i felt like hitting someone so badly.
sounds like i'm a violent girl but i did hit something though.
i'm sorry.Labels: cos the heart feels so heavy
12:01 AM
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