but nooooo.

and of course the thought of having to end sch at 415pm and having lotsssssss of perspiration at the end of the day due to NAPFA mock 2.4....

this just strucks me,

it will just be any other day :(

today is the day of the release of A level results, and seeing the seniors coming back in anxiety makes me worried a little too. Next year the scene which happened in 2005 will replay again. I don't like the feeling but isn't this just a vicious cycle.

I was at the bus stop chatting with one of the seniors and she was not feeling a twinge of fear. Instead she told me something which makes me determine to work hard for A's. I will try to remember her words for my will to carry onnnnn.

oh yeah, yesterday was the first time me and cihang talked since..1 year ago. okays, that was reallly long. So we talked about tk days and the people. Well, she said she studied halfway and suddenly thought of me. Must be because of the times we muggged together and my face=mug?! thats rather saddening. Anyways, I don't feel awkward at all talking to her and reminiscing the past. However, it was really heartwarming :)