Friday, February 03, 2006

Suddenly, i felt rather cynical about everything. Waking up every morning to live this life which I have no more hopes in. I really felt like going school is a chore especially when I had to see some people i don't wanna see. Fortunately, i have nice and wonderful classmates!! :)

I felt really useless because all the bad things seem to happen to me. People say God is fair and when you lose one thing, you will receive another good thing in return. On the other hand, I realised karma doesn't exist at all. God is not fair at all, look at the malnourished children in some third world countries. i know i shouldn't whine too much because I am really nothing compared to them. oh well, i really hate myself at times.

TULIPS :)

10:08 PM 0 ♫

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TU AMOR
you can't be
what i need.
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